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Friday, October 28, 2005
WHAT THE........!!!! my mum la!!! she misunderstood me ok!! so damn angry now...WHY NOW SHE EVERY SINGLE DAY THINKS THAT IM GOING OUT TO CHASE IDOLS?!?! AND SEE THEM?!! no la!!! ARGH. like just now...she just scolded me!! and im so SILLY to get scolded by her!!! not that i don't wanna go out for lunch ok...!! is just that i promise to meet someone to collect my shows from her!! at 1pm...and im afarid that i would be late! and guess what?!! she replied said that: AGAIN GOING TO SEE YOUR SUPERSTAR IZZIT??!! YOU CAN STILL BE MAD OVER THEM??!! oh yea right la...im still mad over them..but HELLO! im not going out now to see them ok!! im going to MEET A FRIEND! and just now ahma called me also...and i explained to her that im going out soon to meet a friend and will be back very fast...i hope she really hear it correctly and tell my MUM! and not that i don't wanna to go out for luch bcoz im EMBARRASSED to face my grandparents and yiyi or sth?!?! AARRGGHH. they already know le ma....SO WHAT?!! i know i gotta face it soon too.. and what the hack la plz!! my mum keep saying that she is going to put me in retain...!! and i wanna advance to sec2 lor!!! im trying to stop le ok!! all these seeing them thingy...even star idol today also im not going...b4 i think i will really go mad about them, try to stop myself...!! just wanna tell my mum!! if you think that im always going out to see idols, fine la!! you follow me wherever i go lor!! and i didn't wanna tell her the truth just now coz she doesn't know im like kind of meeting up with that person...as in kind of stranger...sign...REALLY HATE THIS FEELING! yucks!! who will believe me??! GOD?!! yes i hope so...haiz...
ytd...meet mrs sim...lucky no konny...hhaah!! coz she was busy..lolx...anyway, it was ok la!! mrs sim wanna me retain, mrs yeo wanna go advance, my mum wanna me retain, my dad wanna me advance....this is 2 VS 2!! haiz...of coz i wanna advance la!! but im so scared too...sign...i really dunno how lor...haiz...anyway, this is MINE decision!! i think i can know what is best for me!! why can't i make up mine own decision?!!! SICKENING! i really hope my mum don't hand in the form yet plz.....
i of coz had to promise myself ba...to really stop! even sg awards also im not going liao...sign...wait for next yr ba... ((: hahaha. oh and btw to my mum also! there is NO events for superstar lately...only that jy and kelly going to sg awrds...haha!! but...im NOT going!! hehe.. oh no...but one day i still will wanna go mdc ok....lolx...hope charlie can come along with me too...sign..
i really kind of going to hate mgs le ba...i find that some ppl are so FAKE! they can 1 min treat you so good but another min, like they dunno you like that....OBVIOUSLY they are trying to show it out....i really can't ta han ppl there le...now the only ppl is char and lesley....but so impossible for me to be same class as them next them! and im confirm going to be same class as HER next yr...!!! and i don't wanna!! YUCKS! i don't understand also....sign.....why can't there be a really good and close friend for me at mg eh...seems like none is really trustful...esp when they are FAKE! and i kind of don't wanna meet with some ppl during the holi le...!! ok...i made up my mind yea..hehe...confirm die die those must invite is: mariko, char, lesley maybe sarah or amelia? ok whatever la...i gtg le...to meet qiuyi to collect my 5566 SHOWS! and im going watch like mad!! hehe...BYE. leaving with a sad feeling once again... :'(
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